What you are saying shows who you are.
If you were a woman, would you marry a man who says “정말 밤이 외롭고 그러면 나가서 일회용 파트너 구하면 되는거고” and “개차반 같은 여자”.
There is always a reason for someone who cannot marry.
Please think about your private morality and personality.
Also, think about whether you are a good person or not.